wow, that hurts to say.
today is really no different than any other day. i still woke up this morning & you still weren't here. but now instead of counting the time we've lost you in days or months…it's now a year.
your brother misses you so much. he was so excited to be your big brother. from the time we told him there was a baby in mommy's belly & he jumped up & down saying "again?!" like he just got promoted or something. i know i've said over & over how lucky you are to skip the pain & heartache of this world, but you really are missing one awesome big brother. he's going in to kindergarten this year & i know he would have taken such good care of you this past year. he never forgets you..he talks about you constantly. it's the sweetest & most painful thing all at the same time.
and i know your sister misses you, too, she just doesn't know how to express it yet. she's a big sister, too. big sister to an angel. we will never let her forget you.
we miss you, sweet boy.
i know you are partying it up with all your angel baby friends in heaven today.
i wish i could hear your laugh, see your smile.
life without you feels incomplete.
happy heavenly birthday, angel. i love you.
